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Archive for April 2008

Mood: Better
Music: I keep forgetting to run my iPod.  Here we go…Pixies-I’m Amazed

Kim said, “…there were rumors, he was into field hockey players”.  I always thought field hockey seemed nice.  It always seemed aggressive yet genteel…must have been the skirts.

Anyway, I’m shopping for names…hang on, I just love having an iPod.  The Damned’s “Stranger on the Town” just came on.  I love that song!  It’s sweet and smooth and funky like a banana and caramel sundae.  I love The Damned in general and I would not say that is a representative song.  In fact, it really kind of sticks out, but in a good way.  OMG, Kool Keith-Supergalactic Lover just came on and I peed my pants a little bit.

Anyway again, I’m shopping for a new name.  In the past I have used the names Allanah and Donna.  I like Donna a lot and will probably keep using it, but I want to see what else is out there.  Here’s what I like so far…Catherine, Sarah, Veronica, Molly, Robin, Megan, Kim, Brenda (?), Mallory (?), Samantha, Abigail, Anna, Shelby, Bonnie, Betsy, Betty…

…looking for names, I came across some names that mean “battle maid”.  That sounds awesome, but the names are all like Brunhilde, Hadu, Hilde, Lovisa, Luanna, Matilda, or Gunhilde, blech…

…Carrie…that’s enough for now.  Out of those, I like Sarah, Molly, Robin, Anna, Shelby, Bonnie, and Donna the best.

Mood: Really shitty
Music: The voices in my head

Feh

Mood: Really shitty
Music: The voices in my head

Ugh…at this point, it’s a major emotional strain to come out to people…even “health care professionals”.  I just got a call back from Dr. S (finally!) and it was really nerve wracking to talk to her.  It’s weird though…I know exactly what I want to say and can say it, it’s just a very emotional thing to do.  Like, I want to laugh-cry after I hang up the phone.  She seemed nice though, hopefully I can work with her.

Things were bad last night with me and between Cassy and me.  I’m not going to go into it all because I just don’t have the energy (it’s amazing that I’m even able to type this).  Let’s just say that I was mega-depressed and was not able to cope with anything and I placed myself in some situations where I had to cope with other people.  Anyway, I had some retail and vodka therapy and I feel a tiny bit better.  It really sucks though because my appointment with Dr. W (whom I’ll ask for anti-depressants) is just over two weeks away…sigh.

Mood: Eh, you know
Music: Um, some YouTube videos maybe?

4:11 pm

Does it ever feel like you are totally cut off from all forms of communications?  Like, I’ve sent out some very important emails and placed some important phone calls and no one has responded to either.  I’m beginning to think that the Intarwebs is down and that there is something wrong with my cell phone.  I guess I deserve it.  What with this whole depression thing, I am absolutely the worst when it comes to returning phone calls or answering emails.

5:30

Ugh, my hands feel sooooooo gross.  Like I have some lotion, sweat, foodstuffs, and a little bit of dirt on them, and it all feels bad.  I used a moist towelette on them, but that made them feel even more gross and sticky.  The only thing that will cure this is a good, old-fashioned water washin’.


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